my dad just walked into the kitchen while i was listening to slipknot with my makeup from last night smeared around my eyes and my head shaved again and he went “oh…this phase again?”
head rubs and kisses are my favorite ugh!!
i think i answered something like this before but i probably deleted it and who knows where it would be anyway. they were really wonderful. they didn’t necessarily understand what i was going through, which isn’t their fault, but they were very supportive of me through everything. they helped me and took care of me when i really sick, i dated one of my best friends through it actually and he helped me unimaginably, they all respected the decision i made to do recovery alone and uh, yeah! seeing everyone again made me very anxious because it had been a year but it has been wonderful and i don’t know if they missed me but i sure as fuck missed them!
victoria i love you so much